Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Time for a new year

I think it's time to live through myself. I want to have stories to tell. I want to go somewhere and meet someone. I want to feel like everything that is happening rightnow is so fucking important and I want to taste the feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you go down a steep hill. I want to do things that I'm not supposed to do. I want to utterly fuck up and learn and change.

I want to be independent of my inherent need. I'm tired of waiting for other people to fill my world with their anecdotes. I want my life to be my own.

It's hard--with friendships, relationships. You want to give pieces of yourself to the ones you love. But the most important barters we make are never equal, are they?

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